Im so sick of these childish fucking games you keep playing, grow the fuck up and stop worrying about wat I write or say or add to my myspace do you not have anything better to do with our time then to fucking nit pick at me and wat I'm doing? Our children are related im sorry but thats just the way it is whether you like it or not so get the fuck over it! I am DAMN proud of my children and if I wanted to put them in a picture with their brothers and sister and sure as fuck will.
Ah yeah, yo!
This song is dedicated to all the happy people
All the happy people who have real nice lives
And who have no idea whats it like to be broke as fuck
I feel like I'm walking a tight rope, without a circus net
I'm popping perkasets, I'm a nervous wreck
I deserve respect; but I work a sweat for this worthless check
Bout to burst this tech, at somebody to reverse this debt
Minimum wage got my adrenaline caged
Full of venom and rage
Especially when I'm engaged
And my daughter's down to her last diaper
That's got my ass hyper
I pray that god answers, maybe I'll ask nicer
Watching ballers while they flossing in their pathfinders
These overnight stars becoming autograph signers
We'll all gone blow up and leave the past behind us
Along with the small fry's and average half pinters
While playa haters turn bitch like they have vaginas
Cause we see them dollar signs and let the cash blind us
Money will brainwash you and leave your ass mindless
Snakes slither in the grass spineless
Chorus: repeat 2X
That's Rock Bottom
When this life makes you mad enough to kill
That's Rock Bottom
When you want something bad enough you'll steal
That's Rock Bottom
When you feel you have had it up to here
Cause you mad enough to scream but you sad enough to tear
My life is full of empty promises
And broken dreams
I'm hoping things will look up
But there ain't no job openings
I feel discouraged hungry and malnourished
Living in this house with no furnace, unfurnished
And I'm sick of working dead end jobs with lame pay
And I'm tired of being hired and fired the same day
But fuck it, if you know the rules to the game play
Cause when we die we know were all going the same way
It's cool to be player, but it sucks to be the fan
When all you need is bucks to be the man
Plus a luxury sedan
Too comfortable and roomy in a six
They threw me in the mix
With all these gloomy lunatics
Walk around depressed
And smoke a pound of ses a day
And yesterday went by so quick it seems like it was just today
My daughter wants to throw the ball but I'm too stressed to play
Live half my life and throw the rest away
There's people that love me and people that hate me
But it's the evil that made me this backstabbing, deceitful, and shady
I want the money, the women, the fortune, and the fame
That Means I'll end up burning in hell scorching in flames
That means I'm stealing your checkbook and forging your name
Lifetime bliss for eternal torture and pain
Right now I feel like just hit the rock bottom
I got problems now everybody on my blocks got 'em
I'm screaming like those two cops when 2pac shot 'em
Holding two glocks, I hope your doors got new locks on 'em
My daughter's feet ain't got no shoes or sock's on 'em
And them rings you wearing look like they got a few rocks on 'em
And while you flaunting them I could be taking them to shops to pawn them
I got a couple of rings and a brand new watch you want 'em?
Cause I never went gold of one song
I'm running up on someone's lawns with guns drawn
Ok so here it is. Coty is without a doubt, proven genetically, Dom's father! So what does that mean? Well, it means alot of things! Things are going to change up a bit here at the Homefront. This means that we can now say there is another little one in our family, dysfunctional as our family may be. Alot of ppl were worried about how I felt, well I'll be honest, I'm scared, happy, sad, excited you name it. I'm not really sure what my role in this will be. Coty says he wants me to be whatever I want to be with Dom, that he has no problem, but I guess I just don't want to piss Deb off so I have to make sure what role she doesn't mind me being. Granted money will be even tighter but I think that its going to be worth it. I have really high hopes about this going well as long as certain ppl don't try to jump in on it and cause trouble for Dom, Coty, Deb,or myself, especially those who have done it b4 I won't mention any names but if you are wondering if Im refering to you, I prolly am so theres your answer, by the way I can read and write and I am not blind (at least as long as I have my glasses ^.^) I refuse to let ANYONE ruin this for the 4 of us becuz I think we have all had enuff shit and its time for us to catch a break for once! So cheers! To a baby boy who will probably save us all, We love you!
I never threatened you or "yours", you just assumed.Besides that Dom isn't yours right? Thats what you have said all this time unless you were trying to get back to Deb, then it was all about "I love my son", lol. You know you don't scare me.Lol here's a shock: ROD IS THREATENING A FEMALE GO FUCKING FIGURE!!!Thats second nature to you isn't! You know why deb cheated on you?! Its becuz you treated her like shit, made her feel like she couldn't survive with you. She found someone else that she thought was better for her than you were, heh... that was coty. No wonder you despise him, it must really sting to know that! I hope to god she finds someone better than you becuz she is a great person and she deserves better than you, so instead of making her think she isn't worthy of you, she can find a man that will treat her like a queen.Becuz she is, no matter what happens with Dom, Coty, you, it doesn't matter becuz I love her and I want her happy!
Look your stupid ass faggot, leave me and my kids out of your fucking mouth, The courts can look at watever the fuck they want and so help me god bring my kids into this shit again and I will make you fucking suffer you sorry piece of shit! Im sick of playing your stupid ass games, none of you give a rats ass about Dom so stop pretending to care. Let me get this straight, to make Coty suffer, you would rather have him pay for a kid when you have already stated that you don't think he cares about him, yea thats really loving, as a human? Mother fucker you don't know what a Human being does. You sold your shit online for 1 night stands, I gave my kids up becuz I was homeless,would you love your kids enuff to destroy yourself by giving them a better life that you knew you couldn't provide? Yea I didnt think so. I doubt Deb's parenting becuz every time I turn around he has some SERIOUS fucking illness, that makes for SHITTY parenting. As far as you caring about Miccah you piece of shit, you don't take care of her your MOTHER does. Hell miccah was the only reason you were allowed at youre mother's house, where did you think I get this info from? I got from the Deb, lol so defend defend defend, while the three of you put each other in the ground threaten me or mine again, and see wat happens, Im sick of your bullshit and Im sick of everyone pretending to give a damn about Dom becuz its becoming quite clear that all everyone is thinking about is themselves.So we will see you on Friday, and when those tests come back, if they do come back Positive, Coty will take care of his and Rodrick you can stay the fuck out of it becuz its no longer your concern, the only concern you have is Miccah so take care of yours and Coty will take care of Dom if he turns out to be his.
....again...its amazing what stress can do to a couple. I wonder how much is too much....I wonder how much more we can handle, how much can he handle...how much I can handle... the 13th is so far away yet so close...I can't even get a complete thought out.
What's the worst job you've ever had?
Tha t would have to be um Mcdonald's the second time I worked there in Center, TX. I worked there for about a wk and hated every minute of it. Everyone there made me feel like an outcast becuz I was white. (not being racist thats just truth) They never even put me in the computer. One night after I left they were running my register and when they counted it down, I was short like $100 and they tried pinning it on me and tried suspending me so I said screw you and I quit. The ended up having to pay me my check out of petty cash (at first they weren't gonna pay me at all cuz there was no FACTUAL Evidence to say that I had worked at all). I was pissed. Next to that would have to be Wendy's. Perverted, drug dealing ego maniacs there. It sucked.